If I had to describe myself
in a few words, it would be; completely self-conscience and always over
thinking stuff, even when it comes to sex. If I feel something unexpected I will freak completely and search every corner of my brain to find an explanation.
Despite this little kink I have managed to find a guy. A great guy, no an
amazing guy, who actually loves me and I him, even though loving someone is one
of those feelings that throws my head for a loop. Despite all this, with fear
of sounding nauseating, we are that great couple everyone wants to be a part
of... This blog will probably be about us. Not in the lovey-dovey sort of way
though, well not very much anyway...
Before I met this guy I
thought myself pretty kinky... And I think I still am, kinda. But, and I'm
saying this with lots and lots of love, he a freak!
This sometimes creates
issues... We are the kind of couple that talks, you know really communicate.
This means that he is not afraid of asking for anything - of course some things
are harder to say than others, but they will be said. In many ways this has let
to the result that I have no idea what kinky actually means and if I’m actually
pretty regular in my sexual preferences...
In my twosome universe I
seem pretty vanilla, but in the world of other people I tend to say stuff that
make cheeks blush and giggles occur.
Sex has always been an
interest of mine. It's not that I’m horny all the time, but it fascinates me
and nothing is better than a really great story, picture, movie about sex, really
great sex.
I find that the most
arousing part of the sexual act is "the wave"(a term I just thought
up). That rocking, up and down, back and forth, wavy movement that two people
make when they fuck. The wave can be fast, like a rabbit or slow like the waves
of the sea on a bounty beach somewhere exotic, and every pace in between. You
would now think that I love porn, but I don't. It always pays too much
attention to the genitals. It's not because I think a penis is ugly, in fact my
man has just about the most perfect dick, to quote Samantha Jones "Long,
pink, amazing". And I’m not the kind
of girl who cringes at the sight of a vagina. In fact, if you look "inside" it's very
fascinating. But like I said, it's not the best part.
One thing that most people,
who loves porn, tend to forget is that great sex isn't always pretty. Sex
should be sweaty and wet and make greasy noises. It should involve panting and
if possible a little screaming. To me that's just regular good fucking.
A long time ago, most
sexual acts, besides that of procreating, was considered perverse and taboo. As
humans are becoming more and more used to seeing sex and sexual things on a
daily basis, the line between normal and deviant has been moved further and
further. I'm not so naive as to think that doggy style is a new invention and
we all know that the Greeks have been doing the ass thing for a long time now,
but have these things become normal? Are you a prude if you prefer to leave the
ass only for outgoing business? I have acquaintances that won't even give a
blowjob or do it doggy style! To me that seem very uptight, and fortunately it seems like a
very rare sentiment... But is it more normal to be experimenting and constantly
broadening ones sexual horizon, than to prefer it missionary? It's not that I
love giving head, but the doggy style has always been a favorite of mine. On the other
hand, I hate having my hair pulled and some how the two are linked, and I still have to remind my boyfriend of some
years now, not to pull too hard, if he must pull at all... Where is the line
between kinky and not kinky, before or after the pulling of hair during doggy style?
In my next blogs I will
explore my own kinkiness...
